Eddie Vedder Stops Concert, And Finally Opens Up About Chris Cornell’s Death With Emotional Speech
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“Sometimes it’s hard to concentrate these days…”
The entire music world was stricken to hear about the death of legendary songwriter, vocalist and guitarist Chris Cornell last month. Chris was a real pioneer in the 90’s rock scene, and became one of the Godfathers of the popular subgenre grunge rock.
One of Chris’ best friends, was fellow grunge rocker Eddie Vedder. Since Cornell’s passing, Vedder has been pretty quiet. He performed a solo set shortly after Cornell’s passing, and dedicated one of the songs to Cornell, but other than that, he hasn’t said much. But recently, Vedder performed a show in London, and stopped his show to open up for the first time with an emotional speech. Although no video of the speech is available, a transcript was made available. His words are beautiful, and we can only imagine what the actual speech sounded like.
Sometimes it’s hard to concentrate these days. I was thinking about the history of this building and the Bowie history. So I started to think about that and my mind began to wander. It’s not a good…
So I haven’t really been talking about some things and I kind of… now it feels like it’s conspicuous because I lost a really close friend of mine, somebody who…
I’ll say this too, I grew up as four boys, four brothers, and I lost my brother two years ago tragically like that in an accident. After that and losing a few other people, I’m not good at it, meaning I’m not…I have not been willing to accept the reality and that’s just how I’m dealing with it.
So I want to be there for the family, be there for the community, be there for my brothers in my band, certainly the brothers in his band. But these things will take time, but my friend is going to be gone forever and I will just have to…
These things take time and I just want to send this out to everyone who was affected by it, and they all back home and here appreciate it so deeply, the support and the good thoughts of a man who was a … he wasn’t just a friend, he was someone I looked up to like my older brother.
About two days after the news, I think it was the second night, we were sleeping in this little cabin near the water, a place he would’ve loved. And all these memories started coming in about 1:30AM, like woke me up. Like big memories, memories I would think about all the time. Like the memories were big muscles.
And then I couldn’t stop the memories. And trying to sleep, it was like if the neighbors had the music playing and you couldn’t stop it. But then it was fine, because then it got into little memories. It just kept going and going and going. And I realized how lucky I was to have hours worth of…you know, if each of these memories was quick, and I had hours of them. How fortunate was I? And I didn’t want to be sad, I wanted to be grateful, not sad. I’m still thinking about those memories, and I will live with those memories in my heart and I will love him forever.
Vedder’s words are incredibly powerful, and like we said, we can only imagine the emotion in his voice when he said at the show. RIP Chris Cornell!